Life.... what to say. Life has been... life (for lack of a better word, I leave you up to infer what it means) Right now... I kinda really have no life, because marching band is over :P I miss band... I made lots of friends, and I had fun. Imma thinking of dropping Spanish 3 to take concert band next semester... maybe, if my mom will let me (probably not :( )
All I've really been doing lately is picking my brother up from school, and then playing Wii with him (cause he wants me too.) ((This is my little 5 year old brother, who goes to the daycare)). I've noticed a few things about myself lately:
1) My temper's fuse seems a lot shorter now that I have nothing to do
2) Playing guitar makes me feel better when I'm angry
3) My emotions are whacked up and I can't tell left from left with them
4) My sister bugs the crap out of me (nearly literally) She just whines and complains all the time, and cries when she doesn't get her way. And she's 14. My sister and I were supposed to alternate weeks when picking him up (so I could have time to myself) but, she was a baby about that, so, my mom said until she is ready and willing to pick him up, I am, but, I don't have to do dishes days I pick him up, and until she's says shes ready and willing, she has to do dishes. (This is a big thing in my house, cause lately, my parents really haven't been doing dishes, just my brother and sister and me.) So, I'm happy about that, and I don't mind picking Travon up, but, I just need some a lone time. Know what I mean?
Yeah dude, I know what you mean for sure. Life is tough right now. But remember, you choose to come to Earth at this time. God will always help you, there is no temptation that is too strong, you can handle it. Just stay strong, and on God's side! He won't ever let you down. If your feeling down, or mad, read, and pray. If you don't feel like it, pray that you will. Let me tell you that prayer helps, I know for a fact. I also know that being mad and not acting on it does nothing. If anything talk to someone or multiple some ones you trust. Lots of people love and care about you. Don't forget. Life will get better, just look at all the good, gratefulness leads to happiness! :)
ReplyDeleteWow... I have to say, I think that is just what I needed, and great insight. Thank you so much, even though I don't know who you are, and I might never know, I still thank you from the bottom of my heart. Literally, that took me back cause it went into my heart. Thank you :)
ReplyDeleteWell I'm glad that I could help :) Even if it was anonymous, and you might not ever know. but you know someone cares. and its more fun this way isnt it? ;)
ReplyDeleteHelp you did. But, no, it is not more fun this way, believe me. Trust me, it isn't more fun, so, you should probably tell me ;)
ReplyDeletehaha good, good. I am glad it was a success. You really want to know? really? alright, well I see you just about everyday after school walking mini garrett home ;)
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ReplyDeleteThe Baumgartner huh? Good guess, good guess.... Yep, its me! :)
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